have you ever looked in the mirror and wondered who you were? Where you actually stand in life and who really cares about you and are they anyone you want to be around? So many people dont see me for who I really am, see the things that scare me, make me happy, make me cry and make me love…..I’ve been to so many places, met so many people and I’ve gained a little something from from every place and every person. So who does that make me? Me, maybe…..but maybe not……
Archive for March, 2008
Have you?
Sunday, March 30th, 2008My dildo bubble bath!!
Tuesday, March 25th, 2008Getting Fucked by the pool
Thursday, March 20th, 2008This is Huge
Wednesday, March 19th, 2008When toxic rain falls,
Illuminated by light.
Hollywood is the only place,
Stars shine below at night.
This moment wont last forever,
I know it must end.
As we stand alone - together,
And watch the setting colors blend.
Just take my hand,
Don’t ask, “Why?”
Because it’s impossible,
To explain how feelings die.
It’s the first time we’ve met,
Our bodies will touch.
We can pretend to never love,
Anyone else this much.
But that’s a lie Babe,
I know you do.
The problem is Babe,
I wish I did too.
You can be the swan,
I’ll be the water you walk on.
Happy Saint Patricks Day!!
Monday, March 17th, 2008Well I hope that everyone enjoys their St Pattys Day tonight! I am planning to go out with my girlfriends and stir up some trouble like I am ever so good at doing! Who know what crazy stuff we’ll get into! I’m thinking doing dinner at this really great place that has an awesome assortment of Vegan dishes and then getting our drink on! Has anyone had that green beer before? I can’t believe I have never had it.. lol I hope the dyes don’t kill me! Everyone be safe and have a GREAT SAINT PATRICKS DAY!!
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Saturday, March 15th, 2008When?
Monday, March 10th, 2008My heart shattered in a million pieces today.
When did we all grow up? When did life get this serious? Why do I feel like I missed something along the way?
I have goosebumps just thinking about it.
Almost all of the close girlfriends from my teenage years are engaged, married and/or have children by now.
Why did we grow up so quickly? She’s so young and ready to devote herself to one man for the rest of her life. I remember when we stayed out late, racing through the Missouri Summer nights - defying the laws of gravity. Our cars should have lifted off of the ground, how we survived I still don’t know.
Why did life get so serious? She’s so young that she can’t drink legally, but 7 months from now she’ll have a baby. I remember when we traveled to St. Louis with only one goal in mind: meet the ‘famous’ band guys of our adolescent dreams. I can’t think of anyone else I would have wanted to share those road trips with.
What did I miss along the way? I haven’t been in a serious relationship for 5 years. Is it because, unlike everyone else, I refuse to settle for less?
Will my roots catch up to me, am I doomed? I don’t want to be pregnant or engaged - atleast not for many years yet.
I’m losing all of my friends to adulthood, one by one.
I don’t want to give in… let me play in the sandbox for a little longer.
Damn I’m selfish, but these memories are all I ever had.
Is it just me?
Thursday, March 6th, 2008Is it just me or are the majority of people here in the US morons??? I mean crap.. did they eat a bucket full of moron???
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Wednesday, March 5th, 2008House party?
Saturday, March 1st, 2008So I went to Jersey last weekend. Yeah, I know you’re wondering why the fuck Jersey?? Because I went to visit a good friend of mine that I have known for several years. Anyhow- we had gone to an art opening, then skipped out to go to another art closing… and then after leaving that joint we ended up going to some random jersey house party. Now this was something special in itself… whats with them drinking nothing but PBR beer? WTF??? There was certainly someone from every angle of life at that party.. misfits of all natures. White, black, italian, hispanic… you name it was mingling. What I dont get is how do people make money off of these things when noone is really paying much of anything to drink? They gave donations when someone would take a beer and not everyone was giving donations… interesting. Anyhow- I had a really good time tho. I met a lot of people and you wouldnt believe how many people KNEW who I was… lol. They all loved my work and hahaha I had several dudes ask me if they could shoot a fake scene with me… NICE guys! Anyhow… I didnt die! And I am still here to tell you kids about it! YAY!





