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Why?
Thursday, June 4th, 2009You’re too far for me to help.
I want to more and more everyday.
My heart is broken everytime i hear you say things like that.
I miss how things were before.
Just you and I hanging out all the time.
We were inseparable.
If we were apart they thought something was wrong.
Why can’t we just go back to the old days.
I love you so much.
But not being able to have you broke me even more.
I want us to be the same.
I miss you so much.
I don’t miss what you are now, but what you were.
No matter what happens now or what happens in the future.
I will always love you for you not for anything else.
But right now your just out of my reach.
What a bitch!!!
Sunday, April 19th, 2009Okay, so here lately I have not been real happy at all. Something happened not to long ago that really hurt me. I’ve also not wanted to talk about it with anyone. Ok so one of my best friends ask me what’s wrong. I tell her that I didn’t want to talk about it last night and so today she asks again what’s wrong I tell her again that I don’t want to talk about it. She then messages me and comments me why am I pushing her away when she just wants to help.
But you see I don’t really want to talk to her about my problems because usually she’ll frigging change the damn subject and say oh I have an amazing boyfriend and it pisses me off because I’m there trying to tell her what’s wrong with me and the frigging subject goes all back to her, like she doesn’t even care.
Okay well I finally got the nerve to tell her that I didn’t want to talk to her about my problems because of that. And also she likes to call me a lot and talk about nothing really but her boyfriend. I also haven’t been answering her calls because I do not feel like talking on the phone and I don’t like talking on the phone that much either. I also told her this. I’m just so fed up with all of it, I’m having some problems right now and I don’t want to share them with her and she seems butt hurt over it. She even tried to get me to feel guilty, I hate that absolutely hate that.