Lately I have been going through a manic stage. You know those commercials for bi polar people and they describe the sudden burst of energy and racing thoughts? That’s been me the past week. And then it switches to pissed off and bitchy. And then manic. And then bitchy… it’s a never-ending cycle.
Anyways, I was just reflecting on my single life just now and felt like writing about it. The more I get smothered the more I will want to do stuff I shouldn’t be doing. I take advantage every night I get to drink a couple of glasses of wine, listen to music or watch tv, and go on the internet and read up on celebrity gossip or play stupid silly games on silly websites.
Part of being in a relationship with someone is accepting them for who they are. If you want to change them then you really shouldn’t be with them. I have been with someone who wanted to change me but instead of sitting down with me and confronting me like a mature adult about his worries, he would get very critical with me. That made me turn into, “Well fuck you I’ll not only keep doing it but I will do it more.”
Now I understand that is immature on my end but… that’s how I am. Accept me for who I am. Keep an open mind. If you do not like something I do or say then please come to me and talk about it but do not EVER talk down to me or criticize me.
Anyways, not sure what point I was trying to make but there you go. A random though from me, yours truly.
Micah